Take a look on the bright side

Well, maybe this one is going to be an English post. The reason I do this is from one of my believes that everything, every word has its own subjective meaning, even within the same person speaking different languages. It can be as different as 2 personalities for the same person, one for each language. So this one is in English.

Let me tell you something about myself nowadays - I FEEL AMAZING. I've achieved so much for my own personal wealth. I feel good, I'm independent, I have a new job, gained my confidence back, and I'm smiling and happy more and more.

If you read my previous posts you'll understand that I've had a rough couple of years. Now I feel great, just tired you know?

I've won battles, and continued to push forward, again and again, many times I pressed the paddle but the car was on neutral, but still made progress and for now I feel on top.

now, I need a rest. I'm dried out.

The thing is, that sometimes the best thing you can do for yourself is take a rest from a thing you're trying to achieve and enjoy what you gained, to refill your tank of motivation and power.

My confidence is at it's highest in the past 2 years, and i got to it by while being single. I got over the last one, learned my lessons, and moved forward. I'm getting in shape, looking better and feeling stronger every day. I eat more, maybe i'll even gain weight soon.

I feel desired. People want to be next to me, women want to talk to me, men seek my approval. and to be honest, i've missed that feeling for so long, guess who's back? back again... Tomers back, tell a friend (Eminem right here uh?).

so yeah I feel great and all but theres still so much to do. this summer is all about progress, still have 2 jobs, still need to find a new home, and still need to get in shape.

basically, I think now's the time for me to finish building my life around Psychology, to be successful next year. this year I could just barley come through my expectations, and it sucked. it's been a hard race and felt like I was with 3 wheels and one missing - but I came through, as a WINNER.

I could not pass these times without my family. my parents and brother were such a major key for my... how should I call it... awakening, and I cant thank them enough for that.

LETS GO FOTHER MUCKERSSS